Being calm is difficult to me.

I was frustrated today. I had to check my own programs but I didn't finish it. I encountered a strange problem, and then I started to be nervous. Because it was 5:40 and my English class started at 7:25. It took me more than one hour to go to the school and have my dinner! A senior engineer came to help me sovling it. He didn't write any program for me but help me finding out the bugs logically. Both of us needed to go to the English class and he wanted me to go together. He was a very kind person. I had the senior leave first and tried to solve it by myself. After one hour, I still can't solve this problem, so I decided to give it up and went to the class. Of course, I was late.

I felt so ashamed to be nervous when I got into troubles. I can't calm myself down and had no idea what to do next. I should learn how to be stable. Try all kinds of methods to solve problems instead of being frightened. How can you succeed to be a manager without stable character? Worry won't solve anything. I hope I will be more stable next time!